Just Somethings On My Mind.....

Swag---- soooo I luv this word. But just like all other popular words it has its season. Everyone wants to have swag but everyone doesnt have it. I like to think of it this word like love. You cant use it so freely. You cant tell someone u luv them when u really dont. So u shouldnt say u have swag when u really dont.

I was watching 106 n park n these dudes from the bay had a song n dance "lean get yo swagger right" the shit was hot. N the best thing about it .... they all had swag. I luv cali's swag as well as new york swag its priceless.

You rarely see people wit swag in Chicago u gotta go downtown for that. Then its like everybody jump on the bandwagon when a trend come out. Be original man!

Moving On!!!!!!

Let the past b the past: I hate when people let their past control their future. This one guy I had a lil thing for he was damaged goods. He was like a brick wall he wouldnt let his self go, he wouldnt give me his all because he was afriad.

By doing this he aint doin nothing but cuttin himself short. He gotta see that everyone aint gone b like o girl. I just think our whole lil situation was unfortunate. Oh yea and he got mad SWAG!!!! That's wat I like about him real talk.

Last....

Ok one of my ex's we are like still cool or whatever. He has a lil girlfriend but he calls me and tells me how he would get wit me... All the time im thinkin like whats up wit ya girl. Cuz just last week he told me that he loves her. But if u love her so much why u callin me? I dunno.

But heres the killer part he told me if I lost 15 to 20 pounds he would wife me... WHAT THE HELL!!!! if that aint the dummest crap I dunno what is. I mean either u like me or u dont. Take it or leave it. I just cant believe that he would even fix his lips to say sumtin so stupid. Just another piece of evidence that guys r dumb....

Time changes and heals all wounds but time goes by so slowly while healing.
It's like you want the pain go away but everywhere you turn there is sumthin to remind u.
Why is it guys claim that they are so REAL but you give them a few weeks and they show you
they are as fake as Pamela Anderson's boobs.
Then like why is it when you find someone and you fall for them they play you like a nintendo wii?
It just boggles my mind...
People are so phony
Life is short...
Why is it that all the good ones are taken?
Then the other good ones are losers n ur eyes.
It always seems to go if u aint feelin dude like that he's all on ur bumper.
Then when u find homie wit the swag he's not on the same thing as you.
I just want to be loved!!!!


On another note the world is slowly falling apart.
The one thing im afraid of is the future!!!
The economy is so terrible. ..
Who ever voted for Bush!!!!


Im so tired right now im listening to Janelle Monae SHE'S A GENIUS!!!!
Open ur mind.
I love creativity it gets me excited.

I WANT TO FLY AWAY TO ANOTHER PLACE

WHERE EVERYONE IS THE SAME WITH NO RACE

NO ONE TO JUDGE JUST HAPPINESS ALL THE TIME

NO ONE GETS OLD EVERYONE IS AT THEIR PRIME

None Changing Cycle I Call Life....

Have you ever felt like everythin u do u still fail?? No one like u ur so beautiful but still u cant get a man. I just dont know why but I cant get a man for the life of me.. Its crazy. There was a point in time when I just wanted to talk to a lot of guys at once. But im past that stage and now I cant find just one. Then there are plenty of guys that want to be with me but I dont want them. Its always the ones that r throwing themselves at u that u dont want. But the ones that u really want they dont want n e thing to do with u. I thought I had this thing all figured out but im still stuck in the same position. Then I tell myself time after time I want allow myself to fall for someone. When I fall I usually end up getting hurt and why set myself up for disappointment??? I just want to be happy.... I know being in a relationship wont make me happy but it will make me feel better. It never changes I feel like im on a merry go round n im tryna get off but its too fast.

Leave Kanye Alone...

Ok everyone has their own opinion on Kanye. And everyone pretty much says he's an asshole. But he I think that's what makes him an individual. He wasnt put here to please anyone. All he has to do is make good music for us to enjoy and that's what he's done and continues to do. Yes sumtimes he talks too much and seems rude but dont u just love it??? His lyrics are hot! His swag is off the meter he got this whole attitude like im the shit. And I luv it!

I know losing his mom was extremely tough for him seeing how close they were... And it seems like Kanye hasn't been the same since. I know on the mtv awards he didnt come off as the asshole we love. But then yesturday they're sayin how he got arrested im like WOW!!! It seems like he snapped. But I dont blame him the media is always picking on him and this time he had enough. Who knows what he was goin through and then to have someone trying to snap pics of u could b pretty annoying. The poparazi got wat he deserved. I think all celebs should do that that would make a nice statement. If someone doesnt want their pic taken why force it??? shakes my head. Wat ever happend to privacy?

When I Grow Up...

Who wants to grow up? I know I dont I wish I could have stayed a child forever. Well I mean I wish I could have some of the perks that children have. You know no bills no troubles no worries at all. But when ur a child u cant wait to grow up. How ironic. Ur tired of not being able to this or do that. Now when ur old enough to do this and do that u want to return to the state when u couldnt. Growing up means ur getting closer to death. So Carpe Diem! Live everyday as if it were ur last. Dont dwell on the past u cant change n e thing that happend then. But u can control ur future. Dream big and execute ur plans. What good is a dream without a plan? The car won't move without a little gas. So fill ur car up and get it moving. I have so much work now its crazy i am goin to be like a hermit. But I know that this is sumthin I have to do if I want to be successful. Hard times are just for a moment they dont last always. So b optimistic n everything u do even if its something u dont want to do. Make it fun u will get something out of it. Everything happens for a reason....

Bad Weather Always Looks Worst Through a Window

i look sooo uncomfortable in this pic but u get the pic...

You never know what someone is goin through and its always so ez to give ur opinion about them. But u can never really judge someone because u havent walked in their shoes. U dont view the world through their eyes. So b4 u deem someone a slut or a low life find out what's goin on. There is always reason behind someone's actions. That girl doesn't go around screwing every guy that shows interest for nothing. There is something deeper in the surface. This is something I am guilty of as well I make hasty generalizations but I always do my research. Everything happens for a reason. Its so easy to just throw advice on someone telling them how u would react in a situation. But truth b told its always easier for someone lookin from the outside. Because they see the whole picture. When ur in a rut a TRUE FRIEND not someone that claims to b ur friend but a TRUE FRIEND could honestly b that voice of reason. Friends are only lookin out for u. They want the best for u and when they see somoone doin u unjustly its their duty to let u know. But its up to u to take heed to wat they are telling u. I love my friends so much and at times they can go off the deep end but u know how ever far they go I will always be here. And at times it may seem like im judgeing them its totally not my motives. I just want to help and show them all things that I see. So they can change for the better. And I do this in hopes of them doing the same in return. But you should never judge a taco by its shell because there are so many different layers and kinds. Just give it a taste thats the only way you can really get a good point of view about it.

Rainy Days

Its cold and rainy out.. I hate these kinds of days no one wants to go out. Everyone seems to think as if they're gonna melt or sumthin. The weather is changing and the days are getting shorter. Which means the nights will be longer. And they will appear even longer if u dont have someone to share them with. So I know how lonely the winter was last year. I dont want to experience that again. The rain makes me so sleepy and its just makes the day seem so sad. You dont want to look out the window because it seems like the world is just sad. Well at least its gettin closer to winter.. whick equals christmas time. Yay! I went to school today and my teacher taught us how to use a condom...Remind u this is my natural science teacher. We had just came in from a nature walk. Well the moral of the condom demo was how aids is real. WRAP IT UP PEOPLE!!!! If u want to get wet wear a rain cap. But the safest way to practice safe sex is no sex at all.
Omg. How weird was the mtv music awards??? Its never organized and wat makes it so bad is that its live. So u see all the bloppers. O and I mean they should have just named it The Brittney Spears Awards because she took home every award. Why dont u just give it up?? Shakes my head. Rihanna was really pretty she is really living up to the "Good Girl Gone Bad". She has done like a complete 360 the new hair is awesome.
Yea but since the winter is right around the corner I hope I have someone to keep me warm.. Where r u prince charming???

Take It Eaaasy

We as people take things for granted and this phrase seems so over rated. But its really not people talk about americans because we are so spoiled and fat its crazy. No one cares about the next man and love is so far fetched. People barely touch anymore and touching is really important. We were just discussing this in class how a person who never got touched as a child how they grow up with all these malfunctions. Just think about it! How many times do you get touched a day? For majority of people the max would be around 3 if that. Unless ur at a crowded amuesment park.

In November everyone needs to go out and vote if ur applicable. This is like the biggest change our country can ever have. Obama is the answer to all the problems I just cant see the world wit another Bush. When Bush got re elected it was as if I as an american as a black person I felt powerless. So if anyone else feels the same way this could b changed just by goin out and voting.

But this world is sooo crazy. Life is so precious and its scary how one moment you could be non existant. Or your mom or someone u luv could b gone. So that's why you should touch, tell the people u luv that u luv them. Because u never know how much longer u have to b with them. RIP to all the people lost in summer 08. When will the killing stop... Who gives people the authority to take someone else's life? Its just senseless why can't people just love one another? What happened to the peace? And its just sad how blacks hate each other even more than other races. Then we get mad when other races look down upon us. We dont give them a reason to treat us any other way... It just hurts because we were made spectacles for so many years and being enslaved. You would think that we would want to embrace one another not kill. Its a shame that little 13 year old have guns and are selling drugs. They should be in school. And I realized when I got to college how minorities are even more scarce. You need school. But most of all everyone needs to try to make a change. It only takes one person so b a trendsetter.