Boy I Need You Bad as A Heart Beat....

I want you but u dont kno it... or do u?

Here we go again.. smh

I can't let u get the best of me..

Baby I need u bad.

Heartless

ok so I thought I found mr. perfect.. well guess wat he tried to trick tha gucci. he wine n dined me spent that good dough but he wasnt just trickin that dough on me. he was also trickin off on a girl right around the way. imagine that!! i found out he was messin wit shorty and n he like well why u still talk to me.. in my mind im thinkin like cuz u spendin that money nigga. FUCK! how u gone b a pimp n u losing. get yo life together clown. thats exactly why im gonna start talkin to non black guys.. i see why black men dont want black women they probably feel like i feel right now. when u get screwed over so much you become apathetic. so now im raising my standards.. n e body know of n e suga daddies? lmfao. jk.

He's Definately a Psycho

Guys r animals all of them.. Its like u get one and u think like he may be different bcuz he tells u so.. But they are all the same. So I let whatever they say go n one ear n out the other. N it seems that every guy I meet I kinda fall n luv with them. haha its so dumb.

I had 2 crazy guys to start off o9 so what does that say about the rest of the year?? Hopefully nothing.. : (

The last crazy guy was dope luved his style, smile, all that. He was a little young he didnt have a ride but his splashiness over compinsated all that.

But I went to his house after we had like a 2 week break which was totally not my idea.. He just didnt call me for two weeks n when he finally did I went to his house like a idiot..

Everything went well until he tried to get me to go down on him.. Im like "DUDE NO WAY" then he tried to force me into doin it..

I was so frickin scared because he started to like choke me n shit.. wtf!!!

I havent talked to him since.

Choke that Chicken

Im sittin @ the computer n the lab @ school and there r two guys on both sides of me.. So the guy to my right puts his hand n his sweater.. Then he starts to move his hand. Im thinkin like I kno this fool aint beatin his shit right next to me.. He started movin his hand faster so then I kno wats up.. He was definately choking that chicken. I will b sure to have hand sanitizer on deck @ all times.. The shit u see @ MVCC.